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Sonic was glad that he made no promise to Shadow about this before, because he was pretty sure he couldn't keep to it.

He definitely wasn't at the moment. Perhaps it'd started as a nightmare, or maybe it had been present before then. Either way, he was simply submerged in pain, drowning, drowning, and he had no way of saving himself from the gasping in his lungs. He didn't know exactly when he'd started crying, only that it was enough that he was losing oxygen quickly and he wasn't about to settle to breathe, suffocated by a need to be free. He'd felt so trapped, trapped, and the claustrophobia was slowly and painfully killing him, squeezing his heart and kick starting him into insatiable terror.

This manifested through him digging his fingers into the folds of the bandages once more, gritting his teeth as he couldn't swallow his screams. He needed them off, and he needed them off immediately. He couldn't take it right now. He needed to bleed it out -- maybe it would make him feel more alive.

I don't understand you. You seem to change your mind about me all the time. I'm an idiot. I'm not an idiot. I'm a whiner. I'm not a whiner. Are you able to make up your mind on what I really am to you? Because I've already decided what you are to me and it hasn't changed the whole time I know you. I just keep trying to guess what you think and it's hard because you hide it all from me.

I just so badly fear disappointing you. But I think you know that now. Because you're the one who's always there, you're the one who's got his head above his shoulders and keeps me from sinking. I'm practically a leech on you and I don't like it much at all, I don't like burdening you like that, but at the same time I don't want you to leave. You're the only consistency, the only guarantee. You haven't left and I don't want that to change. I mean, it's literally because of you I'm still alive right now -- I could'a just died from blood loss if you didn't find me curled up with my legs severed. I wonder what you thought when you saw me like that...

You mean a whole lot to me and that's why I'm so frustrated I can't figure you out. What do you want from me? What do I have to do? Stand on my hands or something, because you know heck, I WILL DO IT. If that's what's gonna get your attention, if that's what's gonna get your approval, I will do it. The only thing I can't do for you is walk again. That's been taken away from me...

I know you're mad at my friends for not talking to me too, that's another thing. But I don't want to be lectured about that because they've been here for me in the past, and I know you say that the 'now' matters more... but I doubt I'd even be here, I doubt there'd even be a 'now' for me if it weren't for them. They're my best friends! And I just want them back, I just don't want to be alone, just as I've said to you...

... Really, please... don't leave me... I...

Dammit, as much as I don't want to admit it, I need you.

- Sonic.

(( JUST POSTING THIS BY ITSELF BECAUSE IT DESERVES A SPOTLIGHT FUCKIGNGHSHHTI ))

i know what eggman probably did after he cut off your legs. HE ATE THEM.

………………………………..

wh…………….

at…………………………….

Oh, don't worry. The road to your recovery lies in baby steps.

And let me guess. I can't take those, right?

You got it! HAHAHAHA YOU LEGLESS FREAK!

Like I chose to lose my legs yep.

How does it feel knowing you'll never walk again?

Why do you care so much?

Because I like seeing you squirm. Dr. Eggman must be real proud of himself, huh? And how many visitors do you get? How often?

Yeah Egghead's proud of himself. Has a monument about it and everything. Still the others have taken care of him just fine and I'm not needed anymore.

How many visitors...? How often...?

...

I dunno if I wanna share that with you.

It must be pretty lonely, huh?

...

Yeah. I guess you could say that.

continuation of this

Well, at least Shadow wasn’t yelling at him anymore.

“Getting hurt over this, maybe even letting my legs get chopped off in the first place,” Sonic said matter-of-factly, remaining perfectly still as Shadow continued to wrap his stumps. The first one that was already in place itched pretty badly, but in no way was he going to attempt to scratch it in the black hedgehog’s presence. He’d already proved to be an idiot enough in one day. “I was your big rival before, after all. Not anymore. I kinda just sit around now.”

Pretty useless for anything. How cool. Everyone idolizes you, Sonic the Hedgehog.

“Sometimes I wonder why you even bother stop by every day.”

And immediately he clapped his hand over his mouth. Oh why did he say that. WHY. He stared in frustration at his lower half, his fingers starting to dig into the sheets. He just couldn’t keep his mouth shut, could he? He couldn’t really do much of anything. Let’s see just how far a hero will fall through bad decisions before he realizes he should call it quits.

“Never mind,” he amended, “I need to sleep. I’m tired. Once you’re done, can I go to bed?”

His automatic solution. He’d done enough damage for the day.

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oh no

there go my legs

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